Dying by Five For Fighting

I'm Dying, Dying to wake up without you, without you in my head again
I'm Dying, Dying to forget about you, that you ever lived
There's a shade come over this heart that's coping with laying down to rest
I'm Dying to live without you again

I'm Dying, Dying to find a distraction, get you away from me
I'm Dying, Dying to reach a conclusion, so that the world can see
It's the same old story of love and glory that broke before it bent
I'm Dying to live without you again

The first time you left I said goodbye
Now there's not a prayer that can survive

Dying, Dying to die just to come back so we can meet again
Dying, Dying to say what I always should have said
It's a strange emotion this but there's still hope in this
As long as there's a breath...
I'm Dying and I can't live without you again

It's a strange emotion this but there's still hope in this
As long as there's a breath...

I'm Dying and I can't live without you
I'm Dying and I can't live without you again

...

STUCK

BETWEEN

THE

FANTASY

AND

WHAT IS REAL.


hufh..

...

Tadi gue abis nganter nyokap ke rumah sodara.. Dan di jalan gue nemuin ini :

yakk. good. gw cinta stiker-stiker angkot masa kini.

Pas sekali. Menggambarkan keadaan gue belakangan ini.

Hakhakhakhakhak....

Ga berenti ngakak gue abis itu sampe pulang. :D

Today's Highlights

Tadi pagi jam 11an (bagi gue ini masih pagi..) gue uda mulai keluar rumah. Tujuan pertama tadinya mau anter mama bayar listrik.. Eh jadinya malah mampir nemuin sodara dulu gitu.. Dan nemuinnya ga tanggung-tanggung, di tempat bermain anak di mol deket rumah gue. Hahaha. Banyak banget anak-anak kecil kaya ulet yang pada jijingkrakkan kesana-kemari. Sampe nyaris kelindes roda mobil-mobilan gitu kaki gue. Hihi. Tapi tante ga bakal marah kok, kalian pada muka-muka ga bedosa gitu siy.. Coba kalo yang lindes mukanya bapak-bapak, gue bakal colok matanya.

Haha. Imajinasi gue brutal lagi.

Trus asik banget deh, gue tadi ikut nyemplung dikit ke kolam mandi bola.. Alesannya sih jagain ponakan kecil gw lagi main.. Huhu.. Jaman kecil dulu gue sangat senang main beginian..

betapa menggiurkan buat nyemplung kesituu uuu mauu

2 anak cowo ma cw ini bandel bgt,

nimpukkin bola ke segala jurusan sampe kaya cacing kelelep gitu yg cowo tuh

si babisitter uda ga tahan nyemplung juga akhirnya ;D

Yah, begitulah..

Dan abis darisini gue baru deh nganter nyokap bayar2 segala macem. Kecuali zakat fitrah.

Dan, kocak bet, di jalanan gue nemu angkot dengan stiker kaya gini nih,

SEJU2RNYAH?

gawul bangeth sih loch angkoth masah kinih.. :D

Bagus juga nih kalo di uplod di sticker angkot fesbuk... Hehe..

Btw Anw Buswae,

Seharian gue jalan-jalan ama maknyak di gading. Nemu ini, nemu itu, tengok sini, tengok situ. Hehe.. Gue akhirnya dapet parfum yang gue idamkan dari kapan tau. Tapi pas pulang agak melo belo gitu bawaannya. Feels like beneran gue dapet blue emotion.. Haha.

Sudahlah.

take chances, take a lot of them
because honestly, no matter you end up and with who,
it always ends up.... just the way it should be.
your mistakes make who you are (ehm)
you learn and grow with each choice you make.
everything is worth it. (worth to try isn't it?)
say how you feel always.
be you, and be okay with it.

(Bumper Sticker)

sometimes the smallest things in life
are the hardest to do.
like clicking on his screen name,
and just saying HEY.

(Bumper Sticker)

Kata-kata bagus yang bikin gue ngangguk-ngangguk kaya pudel barusan.. Juga dari bumper sticker..

I've made mistakes in my life
I've let people take advantage of me
And i accepted way less than i deserve
But i've learned from my bad choices and
even though there are some things I can never get back
and people who will never be sorry
I'll know better next time
and I won't settle for anything
less than I deserve.

Yihaww.

Gw barusan lagi nemu kata-kata di bumper sticker..

You don't understand how much your words stay in my head.

Beuh.

Petuah

Terjebak di dalam masa lalu itu ngga baik.

Kita jalan aja maju ke depan.
Kalo mau naik harus keatas, trus turun ke bawah.
Kalopun mau jalan ke arah sebaliknya, pasti kita bakal balik badan.
Kalo nekat jalan mundur, pasti kejungkir. Ato minimal nabrak-nabrak.
Karena mata kita selalu berada di depan..
Kecuali mata lo tumbuh ajaib disela-sela rambut di belakang kepala. Hiyy amit-amit dah.

Seseorang emang bakal ngalamin jalan diatas roda.
Dan mereka harus mau belajar untuk menerima dan menghadapi,
kalo suatu saat lagi kepeleset ke bagian bawah roda.
Pelan-pelan harus berusaha naik lagi..
Itu baru namanya orang yang mau belajar..

Karena apa yang terjadi sekarang mungkin disebabkan oleh apa yg udah kita perbuat di masa lalu, dan makanya.. Apa yang bakal terjadi di masa depan bakal tergantung sama yang kita perbuat sekarang.

Belajar ayo belajar..
Siapin buat ke depan..
Jangan jalan mundur mulu..
Nabrak lo.

That obsession..
Still keeping me away from breathless.
But when the time has come,
and that obsession will soon look around for me,

I'm sure i'll be unreachable for that.

I just like to see you from behind.
To feel you as one of my obsession.
To keep you as a spirit.. as an inspiration..
Just like that.

"hufh.."